Fresh Start is a Big Lie

Assalamualaikum?
Kaifa halukum?
Waddup dude?

it takes like a thousand days baru aku dapat update blog.
bukan sebab apa, my life is a mess. aku kurang bersemangat macam zaman blogging dulu,
tiap2 minggu ada isu yang aku seronok nak pertikaikan.
Lagipun masa first aku mula berblogging (ye olde blog deleted by google) ramai kawan2 yang
turut berblogging bersama2.
sekolahpun lebih banyak masa berbanding matrikulasi dan universiti.

Back to the title,

my big fresh start is a lie. azam sana, azam sini, but no change at all.

harapan tinggi tapi usaha tiada. masih menghadap game dan youtube pada waktu lapang.
assignment? no komen, cincai.

as a university student, admitted I am such a horrible student.
why? hopping for my CGPA to increase while my productivity is decreasing.

I can't say that I am lack of motivation. hari2 pergi kelas pensyarah mesti tegur pasal sikap pelajar.
Lack of criticize? banyak je pensyarah jenis macam tu. :-p

I need to hold myself or else i'll drown in my own mistake.

sekadar luahan perasaan dan teguran untuk diri sendiri.

terima kasih sebab sudi singgah blog busuk ini. hehe

byebye,
sayonara,
ma'assalamah.
assalamualaikum.

footnote for myself: cita-cita mengharap segulung sarjana, apakan daya malas setahap ahli falsafah.